Unknown Reason

For some unknown reason I am mad at someone,

I am alive but still angry at life.

Maybe I have complains against my closed ones,

Maybe I have friendship with my true enemies,

I am angry with this friendship and those complains.

Don’t know when or where I see whom,

They always thinking I am just angry at them.

I am alive and just mad at life.

I am not awake nor am I asleep,

I am just too lost in my own heart’s darkness!

Maybe I am just mad at every single one of them..

Break down

Oh my beloved break down all of those barriers you feel surrounds you,

Maybe this will be the only moment we ever get to see each other.

Who knows maybe this is the last poem we will ever wrote for each other.,

Why you Always sitting besides that window,

Being lonely and out of place with  all of this sadness.

Please break down all those barriers you feel surrounds you,

Quietly all alone finishing yourself for what sense?

Oh beloved…

Open the door of that big dark heart of yours,

so my love can come through ..

Maybe this moment of our being together,will finally make the history.

We will be remembered as Cinderella and her prince.

Don’t you make me regret loving u,

So humanity will loose faith on

the love so true.

I have my sadness inside me,

Still  you always see me smiling

with  no pain or regrets .

This life is so short;

why waste it for all the nonsense all around!

Why u have all this pain inside u,

Break all of your barriers and come fall into my arms,

Maybe this time someone will write poems about our true love..

She (2)

She has a strange feeling of emptiness inside her,
Which is making her heart

weaker by seconds.

In the battle of her own true freedom,

She has been learning a lot

about fake verses real.

She will finally be able to learn through new faces that,

How much selfish she has to become to get that happy existence!

Although she knows surely there

is a eternal life awaits,

Still she is trying stubbornly as if

she has a lot of things to prove.

Going through her new journey millions of stones had been

thrown by her Own,

or they just act like her Own…!

And every time she get up, put bandages around her soul and keep

Walking with that biggest smile

you had ever seen.

It’s been long fifteen months she

had been fighting with all she got,

Still at the end of the day everyone makes her feel like it’s not that much at all…..

She

She tries so hard to cover her weaknesses,

But isn’t it so ovious when you see her walking by with those too tired foot of hers!

She acts so damn well being very happy,

But isn’t it too easy to see when she gives you that fake smile of hers!

She fights every single moment to hide all of her pains,

But isn’t it clear like a reflection when you look at her big black eyes!

She tries to forget her past all day long,

But after knowing her story you will learn that it is quite impossible to forget that crazy past of hers!

She is living her life infront of all of your eyes like a normal human being,

But belive in your heart that,very few people actually have it in them to go through the path she is walking on…

I will..

You can go away at my good times or bad, just leave me all alone.

Don’t you ever call me back.

Trying to forget all the neglects    and you.

I will leave soon, why do you          think I am only yours.

I will not come back nor I will love you anymore.

I will leave soon, just think I am here no more.
I am not being sentimental nor       am I complaining,

Those are my unspoken words,      from my very broken soul.

You can go away at my good            times or bad ,

Just leave me all alone, Don’t you ever call me back.
How long you can just keep    ignoring all of my feelings ,

Acting like I just don’t exist.

With the saddest smile, and all               of my failures;

I am going away, don’t you                 again call me back.

I will not come back nor I will be able to love you again ..

Never

U never wanted to understand my heart,

Those restless days and nights I had

spent only thinking of you.

Those unspoken words that

I had never said to you.

All the pains & sufferings I had

been going through .

All of my unseen tears & the out of

control feelings I had only for you.

U never wanted to understand my heart,

Maybe all of the mistakes were only mine,

I failed to prove to you that my love is so true .

U never wanted to understand what

my eyes had spoken.

U even never felt how quite I finally become.

At the end I finally realized that u actually never had any intention to understand me at all..

If I..

If I truly love u unknowingly,

If I come close to u by mistakenly.

If I disappointed you so horribly,

Then let me start repenting my sins,

let me just burn in my own miseries.

One day this life will leave my body,

and death will soon be upon me.

All the broken dreams in my heart

Will just die within me.

From now on my lips will

not say a word,

My hands will not write a

single line.

Let me live my life all alone and

Finished all of my unfinished poems…
If I truly love u unknowingly,

If I come close to u by mistakenly,

If I disappointed you so horribly,

Then let me start repenting my sins,

let me just burn in my memories with you…

Rain of Autumn

Rain of Autumn

Oh heavy rain of autumn,I m so glad u finally decided to come.

I need u to sweep away all of my sins,

I so want u to erase all of my pains.

All the colors you are bringing with you,

I truly needed to get my present moments painted by you.
Oh heavy rain of autumn,

I m so glad you finally decided to come.

No matter how hard I tried,

Nothing is just good enough for anyone.

I have too much darkness surrounding me,

Will you please change it to the grace of light.

I so need you to make me forget

All my hopes and dreams.

Because it’s time for me,

to leave behind my foolish heart

and just start living  modernly..

Don’t call me

Don’t call me, u just can’t make me come back.

Those drifted birds who left their homes never came back.

I was born with a unique drifted soul,

Can’t hold me back with all of your unspoken words,

Don’t call me,you just can’t make me come back.

Those drifted birds who left their homes never came back.

Let me finish this game of life for once,

I beg of you to let me go with no regrets and the brightest smile.

Don’t call me,you just can’t make me come back.

Those drifted birds who left their homes never came back..

ভালোবাসার একাকীত্বে সয়ে গেছি অগনিত অবহেলা,একটুখানি প্রেমময় মূহুতর্ের অপেক্ষায় ক্ষয়ে যায় আমারি সকাল সন্ধা সারাবেলা.

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